08.19.2023

Proposal Poems for Basia

Budding

Despite two nonchalant hellos

two intrigued seeds sprout

 and immediately intertwine

Never have two beings felt so novel to the other

while simultaneously so familiar


Life has only just begun!


An origin so sweet

it’s still outlined on our tongues

Tastes of Wednesdays

and Franny’s

and just the right amount of mayo

with a smile and nervous belly from behind the counter

a delicious silhouette

that pairs with $7 porch wine 

and Tjaden kisses and kocham cię

and texts that make heartbeats scatter 

across the floors of 

too-small rooms

and stale kitchens

and underneath locked doors

that shelter two little shoots

drinking each other up

and down

becoming 

one magic flavor,

 the bud of a home.

Growth and Renewal


Roots pressing,

a new bed is made

in the city that never sleeps before it

breathes in a musky soup

that somehow makes you cough up cash

enough for the martini

but not for the nicer cut of meat


Two little ones, calling themselves grown!


Their sweetness is a blanket

that wraps around too-long days

and subway shoes

that run away from street-punchers

both on the Wall and by the road

It still holds the reverb of a boxed wine cheers

and ash-filled bowls

and heads so close together

veins scribe their own wistful tune

about a place where blooming is possible

within a hardness like this


But even the strongest of perennials lose their petals come fall

and in winter, a sickness takes hold

Upheaved, scrubbed clean and replanted 

into a suburban pod of six

Where sustenance subsists

in salmon paté and creaky beds and woods walks

alongside whispers of fragility

in death tolls and an empty head with orange skin

52 weeks

Never have these two beings better understood

that breath is not to be wasted

and words are better left said

only when the tongue’s touch is soft


In stillness,

roots can learn to be patient

and fear unravels

weaving two tighter together than before.

Flourishing


Wetted, smoothed and 

nourished by two hands held,

 their soil is sculpted into a teak-sanded home

with corner kisses 

and pressed cheeks

and colored calendar weeks

where across hundreds of sleeps

breaths bridge worries with

wishes and sorrows with

sillies and downers with

“deeper”

by the brick-and-light-speckled sea


A landscape!


Of jellyfish blooms

and love-fifteen

and salmon sashimi paired with 

jazz and canon-fires 

that echo across this new earth, 

stained sweet with sparrow visits

and tinned cockles

and one-too-many mezcals,

chased with bellies up on the lake at sunset,

water so cold you just have to be alive


When a stalk grows high enough

it can go on forever

Never have two beings known a flourish so vast -

the whole universe is somehow smaller

than this thing we share.